Hey there, I offically started work on Saturday, and it was pretty great to be back. I missed the school so much. But... yeah there is a but, I never thought there would be either, but.. lol, I am feeling like the outsider again, I don't know if it's just because I was gone for two months or what. I felt this way when I had first started the instructor program, and then after awhile the feeling went away, so hopefully it will happen again. A lot of the students were excited to have me back, and some of the instructors were too. It's probably me just being paranoid. Time will only tell, plus it has only been one day, and it was a Saturday which are pretty stressful at the school. I am working tonight and it's going to go great!
Two more weeks left in this crappy apartment, I can not wait, I hope the time flys by. The school was nice enough to give me next weekend off so I can help move my stuff, which will be great, I am hoping we can get it all done on Friday and then just spend Saturday and Sunday getting everything in it's place. The more I can get done over the weekend the better. Then it will be time to start saving for some new furniture and paint! I am excited to be painting this time around.
Things with Steve and I have been pretty great. He got a car, but of course like all used cars things go wrong, so It's back at Dee's getting looked at. And he has actively started looking for a new job. Hopefully something good will come his way because he deserves it very much. I am sick of the stress and B.S. from his current job. It makes him moody, and cranky, and gets him sick cause he's working more then anything else.
I have been feeling like I'm in a funk lately, and kind of home sick. I just wish I had more friends out this way, or have more of my friends be more willing to come and visit or even try to hang out with me, I don't even mind driving out to see them but none of them except for Ricki even try to make plans with me, they act like I have fallen off the face of the earth or something. I think if I had more girl friends to hang out with, I wouldn't be feeling this way. A bunch of girls from work, were going out Saturday after work, and I kind of wanted to go but didn't want to invite myself, and no one even asked me if I wanted to go. It kinda sucks. But who knows maybe after awhile they will invite me out. I have mentioned to Julia a few times that I would love to go out with all of them. Again only time will tell.
Well, I should probably start getting ready for work now. It was good getting that out.
♥ You Know You Love Me xoxo
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